Okay. So today I screwed up. Few days ago I suspect my computer got spyware. So I backuped all my things on my harddrive. Planning to do a reformat. So today morning, I happily prepared all the files and programs need and started. Here and there got cork up abit. Managed to solve it and successfully reformatted my com. Yeah. Then I happily plugged in all my usb powered device ( mouse keyboard harddrive and my Xbox controller ) then realise I haven install my drivers for the usb port so they cannot be detected. Meh. So I when to take my bios de CD to install them. Loaded the disc and followed the instructions. One of it was to convert a usb to a flash drive so I can boot and run the installer. Followed the step till a part where it asked me which alphabet drive I wan use as the flahsdrive. Not realising my harddisk was plugged in, I though my thumbdrive was plugged in instead. I anyhow selected one. A prompt to ask me whether I selected the correct one somemore. Just when I typed the Y to acknowledge. I suddenly saw it was my harddisk tat was plugged in. Before I can plug in out. The drive has been formatted. SMLJ?! Normally it takes like 5 Min to delete my stuff. Now it only takes 2 Min or even lesser!'? Hoping that my stuff are still intact, I plugged the harddisk into my brother's com. Fuck. Every fucking shit is gone. Seriously?'! Like in 2 mins. Argh. Fucking pissed off after that. All my files, every since secondary school. All gone. Not a single bit left. I feel so... New to computer.
Told the whole incident to my mum. She laughed. Then look at my face. Realised it was very impt. She said. Aiya 注定是要放下以前的一切. For that moment, 1000 and 1 tots went wild in my head. I felt so lost. Angry. Sad. Depressed. Mood was all the way low. Those were memories of mine. Pictures of what used to be important to me. All gone. Isit really time to let go? Time to move on? Let the page stay in the past. But without the past. How am I supposed to walk the future. Ahhhhh. Lost ..
And lesson learned. I gonna buy 2 harddisk and backup 2 times. So in case same thing happens I still have the second one. :|
